The List...

I have started compiling a little list of things that I need to get done, and that list is just staring at me. Taunting me.

I feel like I have a lot of things that I need to update on in here, but I am just going to graze over them!

A lot of you know me in passing by interactions through competitions, stories, and other places in the forums, but some of you know me very well, and you know there are things in my life that have been hindering me from functioning properly lately. I might as well blog about it:

My fiance and I have split up. After 5 rocky years, it was time for it to be over. I am now in the confusing process of putting my life back together, and getting everything straight. For the past couple of weeks, I have been in a daze, even though I knew that I was going to have to end this toxic relationship at some point. Because of this, I have had to drop some things that I love dearly, and some other things came to and end for other reasons.

I will say this - this is another reason why things that happened hit me so hard. I was already frail, and I felt like I was being kicked when I was down. But I will be ok, and I will rise above. I just want to put EVERYTHING in the past behind me, and move forward. The future is all I can focus on right now. So with that in mind...here are some various goings on from the sim-life of me!

In my modeling news:

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun Cycle 2 has ended with PistolKitten being declared the winner! She was a fabulous competitor, and I was so excited to have her compete in this cycle! It was amazing to watch the other contestants grow as they became inspired by her mad skillz. After some thought, I have decided NOT to start Cycle 3 immediately, but to give it a break until SEPTEMBER. I know that there are a few of my regular competitors that have mentioned they will be on vacation during August, and I just think it will be easier to start this all back up after school has begun again, and everything is settled. (PK - I am still working on your sig - I will have it emailed to you sometime this week!)

All About Me is currently in the judging stage for the FINAL ASSIGNMENT! *phew* I am so glad that one is over! I really enjoyed it because I got to know the contestants so well through their assignments, and everyone did a fantastic job. I think the final results are going to be really close! :) I have no plans to do another cycle of this competition, but in the future, who knows? Maybe!

Bad Girl Society is now accepting signups! To get involved with that, you can check it out here:
 
http://forum.thesims3.com/jforum/posts/list/412676.page

or

http://www.simpurethoughts.com/smf/index.php?topic=352.0
I am not one to make someone join another site, so if you are interested in joining the comp, but not simpure, you are able to email me your assignments, as they will be sent in privately, anyways. So far we have over 20 reserves and about 10 auditions turned in, so I think it's doing well! I am really excited. Phebes and B are on board with me on judging this one, and I think it's going to be something new and inventive for people to try and enjoy. I plan to make this a continuous cycle competition if all goes well!

In other comp news, I am entered in "Strike-A-Pose" hosted by commeuneplume and DrMusix on the officials. It's a really awesome comp so far, and I just have to get my second assignment done before the 2nd. I think I am gonna start doing my comp assignments on my mom's computer, as hers is a lot better graphics wise, than mine. I drool of her smooth simmies! *hehe*

In case you are interested, these are my photos from the first assignment. I didn't do so hot scores wise, as I figured I wouldn't, due to lack of clutter...but I love them! :) I had to use inspiration from the GAP, and it is definitely NOT my "style." I feel like I was able to represent it well, though. I was going for clean and simple, with a lot of preppy style thrown in!

(Talon - the model in the glasses, is my new boyfriend. :-P I feel in love with him in these glasses!)

Stacia is so adorable to me, I just LOVE her! :)

In order from left to right, you have Silver St. Claire (a model that was used in my Sensation story), Talon Lukas, Stacia Rouge, Garnett York (son of Venus and Brad, of "Venus Does Riverview") and a special someone that you will be meeting soon enough. ;)

I have decided that I will limit myself to joining one competition at a time, and judging one competition. I was chosen as a judge for a modeling comp that looks really fun! It's based around advertising, and the host is a really nice girl. It's called "Work It!" and you can find it here:

http://forum.thesims3.com/jforum/posts/list/413349.page

Check it out, and maybe even join up! It's going to be fun, I think!

In story news, I am working on a Venus chapter, and this will be her final. It's sort of bittersweet, but the good thing is, we will always hear more from her...and I will have more time to work on my legacy! I think this next generation of The Braxton's is going to breathe some life into it! I just know you all are gonna love Blaze!

Another thing that will get done this week, is the Braxton download page (updated for Generation 3) and then I will upload a few of my models that are just sitting around waiting to be played with!

Right now...it's off to play with Venus and get her finished up right!

Toooodles!

-Felicia

Fan Mail

In case anyone is wondering why GJWHF was cancelled:

Dearest Fel,

You need to stop with the hidden bitchy, hypocritical comment in your damn competition threads. We are all aware who your 'real friends' are, your ass-kissing minions who followed Miss Popular over to her new site. You can cut the shit now, everyone sees right through you. Take your shitty, biased-competitions (Phebes for Host Choice, Crowd Fav, AND 1st? How dumb do you think we are? Obviously not as dumb as your "real" friends), over to your shitty forum and just leave everyone alone already.

You are such a fake cunt it's not even funny. Up and abandon everyone at the first sign of attention, ignore everyone who doesn't pat you on the head about how fantastic your new forum is. Shit on people you once called your friends because they refuse to do what you say. Can't take Brad's cock out of your mouth long enough to respond to the little people anymore?

I regret ever calling you beautiful. You have made yourself into an ugly, horrible person. You could see it in the mirror if you were tall enough to see over the damn sink.

I sincerely hope you rot in hell. Any bad that you have coming to you is only shit you brought on yourself. When your precious site fails, don't come crawling back to us. Not me, (name deleted), (name deleted), (name deleted), (name deleted), anyone. You've lost the only real friends you had in favor of people to kiss your ass. I hope you're fucking happen being queen of the morons, you've most certainly earned the position.

Never speak to me again, my time is better spent on people who aren't attention whores like you.

I don't appreciate vile, disgusting, and threatening hate mail from someone I have not spoken to in a month. I was keeping to myself. There was no need for this.

I have done nothing to hurt anyone, and I do not deserve to be treated in this way.

I felt like some people might want an explanation.

On the bright side - I learned something fun:

Unstable people are unstable.

That is all.

-Felicia

So much stuff...

WOW!

So many things to do, I am overwhelmed! :) Of course, I guess you all saw my entry about the new site. I hope that you all have at least checked it out. It's definitely worth a look. Brad, Phil and I have spent a lot of time on it. We seem to be getting quite a little group of regulars together! In the end, so long as people are enjoying themselves, that is all that matters to me. We are having fun, and that is the main thing.

In case you are interested, you can check us out here:

http://www.simpurethoughts.com/smf

For the time being, you would have to register to look, but we are working on that. :) I promise that it's worth your time. I have a new contest over there - a weekly one!

Every week, I post a CC item that I would like you to design a photo around. It might be a hair, a dress, or a piece of furniture. So far, the pictures have been amazing!

As a prize, the winner gets their photo turned into a painting that they can use in their game!

Here are the ones from last time:

(Bubblemaddie)

(Bordelinski)

(Phebes)

(Mark, Innuendo, etc. :P)

So, join us and have a chance to get your own custom painting, made by MOI! :)

As far as modeling goes, I have had to fight joining comps...although I tried to join Jillie's "Little Black Bra" and also a comp hosted by Hoxha on the officials. Unfortunately, my computer just isn't up to handling right now. I sort of feel like it's a sign that I shouldn't take up any more projects right now. I still have Sensation, although I am simply a writer now, and my two hosted comps. When AAM is over, I will be starting my new comp soon after. It's going to be fun! :)

Speaking of "Girls," it is running along beautifully, while "AAM" is struggling. Oh well, you win some, and you lose some...but I have overall enjoyed AAM because I feel I have gained friends during the course of it. It was more than worth it!

Something that I have been enjoying is playing around with creating patterns for the game! It isn't very difficult, in fact - it's really easy - but I have fun with it, just the same. I also like that I can share them with people, and I hope that you guys enjoy them as much as I do!

Here are the previews for my first collection, "Glitter Glam."

They are very fun, I think! They are downloadable at Simpure.

I will be adding more to this collection, and also I have a new collection in the works - "Wild Side."

I'm sure if any of you know me, you know what this one will be like. *hehe*

On the stories front:

The Braxton's will have a new chapter out - POSSIBLY tomorrow! I have everything put together now, it's  just the matter of finding the time to sit down and write it! This will be the final chapter of Ari & Fiona's generation, and we will officially start with Blaze in the following chapter! I think everyone is really going to like him, I have a lot planned!

Venus is in the works as well. As a lot of you know, I lost ALL of my saves in the Generations installation and had to completely remake everyone. Luckily, I keep .sim files of all of my important sims, so no big deal! Just tedious and time consuming. This will possibly be the final, or at least next to last chapter for Venus' story. I am sad to see her come to an end, but I can guarantee that you have not seen the last of her.

Sugar N Spice - this one is definitely in the works. I have taken a lot more time working on it than I planned on, but I have my idea - I just need to get the photos! I knew that these would not be regular, but I took on too many projects at once, and this got put on the back burner. It is coming, though!

Anyways - I hope that everyone has a great day! Thanks for stopping by!

Hugs N Kisses,

Felicia!